I'm back in liverpool
and everything seems the same
but I worked something out last night
that changed this little boy's brain
a small piece of advice that took 22 years in the make
and i will break it for you now
please learn from my mistakes
please learn from my mistakes

let's dance to joy division
and celebrate the irony
everything is going wrong
but we're so happy

let's dance to joy division
and raise our glass to the ceiling
'cos this could all go so wrong
but we're just so happy
yeah, we're so happy

so if you're ever feeling down
grab your purse and take a taxi
to the darkest side of town
that's where we'll be
and we will wait for you
and lead you through the dancefloor
up to the dj booth
you know what to ask for
you know what to ask for

go ask for joy division
and celebrate the irony
everything is going wrong
but we're so happy

go ask for joy divison
and raise your glass to the ceiling
cos this could all go so wrong
but we're so happy
so happy

so let the love tear us apart
I found the cure for a broken heart
let it tear us apart

let the love tear us apart
I found the cure for a broken heart
let it tear us apart

so let the love tear us apart
I found the cure for a broken heart
let it tear us apart

let the love tear us apart
I found the cure for a broken heart
let it tear us apart

let's dance to joy division
and celebrate the irony
everything is going wrong
but we're so happy

let's dance to joy division
and raise our glass to the ceiling
cos this could all go so wrong
but we're so happy
yeah, we're so happy

so happy, yeah, we're so happy
so happy, yeah, we're so happy

You can't resist her
She's in your bones
She is your marrow
And your ride home

You can't avoid her
She's in the air
In between molecules
Of oxygen and carbon dioxide

Only in dreams
We see what it means
Reach out our hands
Hold on to hers
But when we wake
It's all been erased
And so it seems
Only in dreams

You walk up to her
Ask her to dance
She says "Hey baby
I just might take the chance"

You say "It's a good thing
That you float in the air
That way there's no way
I will crush your pretty toenails into a thousand pieces"

Only in dreams
We see what it means
Reach out our hands
Hold on to hers
But when we wake
It's all been erased
And so it seems
Only in dreams

*dances*

Ever think we should try to re-establish that connection that we made during last summer's days?
Maybe I should be subtle or maybe I should be more pure
but I think we should talk about what we were going through
and I wonder what it would be like if we had
kept up that aversion and maybe kept listing
all the people that we hated
but isn't it ironic how you still have ideals and I still have nothing?
and now I'm hoping that you'll change so we can see straight some day.

Comment and...

1. I'll respond with something random I like about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll name something we should do together.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me (or just me).
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll leave you a quote that is somehow appropriate to you.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST.

mwahaha.

ARGH just heard the loudest bang and i'm sitting by myself and it's all very scary :(

scary noises outside, meep meep.
went to tchai ovna today wi calum & australianmark which was kewl, my hair smells funny now heehee.
alan came round tonight and we got a dominos so i am fat again. been quite careful the last couple of days as well, meh. ah well.
just been downloading music and whining about how i wanna dye my hair sfx fishbowl. it's soooo pretty. but my hair went so hot the last time i bleached it, which was a bit scary, and i don't like goin to the hairdressers. so it's a bit scary really. yep yep. plus i just ordered loads of pink hair dye - sfx atomic pink & virgin rose, mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm <3 fishbowl is sexx tho.
alan is so pretty, i wanna dye his hair orange and yellow. or blue. or pink. awwww.
james is gettin sooooo big. he's scared to go to sleep now cause of monsters. so me n alan cuddled him to sleep and uh, i fell asleep (apparently) :P
goin to gong on sunday night for rachael's birthday, should be kewl. need to get her somethin tomorrow, meh.

xx

p.s. i got 70% and 81% for two brain behaviour & experience tests. go team jennie!

i'm seein mindless self indulgence tonight.

:D *bounces*

friends cut, meep meep!

i get home from work and you're still standing in your dressing
gown
well what am i to do?
i know all the things around your head and what they do to
you.
what are we coming to?
what are we gonna do?
blame it on the black star
blame it on the falling sky
blame it on the satellite that beams me home.
the troubled words of a troubled mind i try to understand
what is eating you.
i try to stay awake but its 58hrs since that i last slept with
you.
what are we coming to?
i just don't know anymore.
i get on the train and I just stand about now that i don't think
of you.
i keep falling over i keep passing out
when i see a face like you.
what am i coming to?
im gonna melt down.

i had an exam today. exams=shiiiite.

in other news, i was nearly knocked over by chris buddhas, saw eddie eyebrows on the bus and there was a really fat pigeon in my garden.

over and out

I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles
In our eyes are mirror images and when
We kiss they're perfectly aligned
And I have to speculate that God himself
Did make us into corresponding shapes like
Puzzle pieces from the clay
And true, it may seem like a stretch, but
Its thoughts like this that catch my troubled
Head when you're away when I am missing you to death
When you are out there on the road for
Several weeks of shows and when you scan
The radio, I hope this song will guide you home

They will see us waving from such great
Heights, 'come down now,' they'll say
But everything looks perfect from far away,
'come down now,' but we'll stay...

I tried my best to leave this all on your
Machine but the persistent beat it sounded
Thin upon listening
And that frankly will not fly. You will hear
The shrillest highs and lowest lows with
The windows down when this is guiding you home


had such a nice wee day today. yep yep. i'll leave it at that. :)

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yas, i'm drinkin tea and eating a galaxy caramel and nathan barley's comin on soon

BLARGH

the towers bloody rule indeed.
fuck, that iggy programme's on, need to go watch it. in a minute, or so.

( millions of pictures and they're all huge and i can't be bothered makin them smaller :) )

please fill this in please yes thank you very much!

I ____ Jennie.

Jennie is ____.

If I were alone in a room with Jennie, I would ___.

I think she should ___.

Jennie needs ____.

Jennie will never ____.

I want to _____ Jennie.

Jennie can ____ my _____.

When I think about Jennie, I ____.

Someday Jennie will _____.

Jennie reminds me of _____.

Without Jennie ____.

Memories of Jennie are ____.

Jennie can be ____.

____ is how I describe meeting Jennie.

Worst thing about Jennie is ____.

Best thing about Jennie is _____.

Jennie _____.

If Jennie was a flavor of ice cream she would be _____.

Jennie is my _____.

I wish Jennie would _____.


i need to stop listening to this song. it's been on repeat because i only have 3 other songs on my computer.

JAMES CAN WALK.

DUNDUNDUUUUUUUUUUN! TADA!

yes. very much liking alan right now. but you all know that, so i won't gloat about being ASTOUNDINGLY HAPPY. :D

that's all.
xx

ha! yas! i get to see alan tomorrow. can't describe how genius that is, not by a long shot, so i won't even try.
our lecture this afternoon got cancelled & we were told to go to the library, so obviously we went to the union. "we" being me, rachel (sound), john (sound), eddie (talks about football and eh, that's it) and the other dude (doesn't talk. ever.). so i got a wee bitty drunk, then went and met niall & marie-ann & stephen & some emo-lookin' dude at the ark and had a couple more drinks. fast. :D

can't wait to see him!!! yay! for a long long time and it will be nice and cool and yum. :)
oh me god, i love this song so much.
i've been on top of the world since about 1 week ago, marking a time when i was drunk enough to talk to you. i lost all train of thought as your eyes met mine. told you i thought you were gorgeous. you gave me your phone number, i gave you mine. before you left i said that you can bet i'll be bothering you soon. you said, "no bother, please do." i've called you twice. it's been a hellish fight to not think about you all the time. sitting around waiting for your call. i wanna wake up naked next to you, kissing the curve in your clavicle.
so cute. haha. aw bless. :)
xx

james has a wee sore mouth. he is getting teeth and his gums hurt. so he puts his hands in his mouth and cries and goes "mumumumum" in a sad wee voice. so i cuddle him and give him teetha or calpol then he feels a bit better and cuddles me back.
graham had him all day yesterday. i didn't know what to do with myself :\ i ended up going shopping with my mum and aunt and sister. i got a new stripy skirt, a new tshirt thingy, and a newwww bra, it's so pretty :).
pictures of the skirt etc later, along with some of james splashing about in the bath. funfunfun :)
oo maybe goin to the burnbrae for my lunch. yum
i can't wait til thursday woohoo! :):D

xxx

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